Today I read Psalm 143 and I was struck by David's petition in verse 11.
For your name’s sake, LORD, preserve my life.
Why did this strike me?
Reason 1.
David wants the LORD to preserve his life for the sake of the LORD's name. Not his own name. The LORD's name.
I just found a soap in my bathroom called "all about me". Apparently everything is all about me. Even my soap. My prayers often reflect this kind of thinking. I make petitions before God for my name's sake. David prays for the LORD's name's sake.
And so should we.
Reason 2.
It also struck me because I had to think about how God answers this petition. When God's people pray for the preservation of their life with a view to the priority of God's purposes, does he say "yes" or "no"?
Answer: he says both.
Answer: he says both.
He said "yes" to David. David lived on. But he also said "no". David died.
In the garden of Gethsemane Jesus prayed, "Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will."
Jesus prayed for the preservation of his life, but he also has a view to the priority of his Father's purposes.
Jesus prayed for the preservation of his life, but he also has a view to the priority of his Father's purposes.
In his silence, God said "no". But he did not let his holy one see decay. He raised him to life. On the other side of God's "no" was God's "yes".
And when we pray "For your name’s sake, Lord, preserve my life", the Father says both "no" and "yes".
Every Christian dies with Jesus. We are "baptised into his death" (Rom 6:3). When we ask God to preserve our lives, he says "no". First, we must die.
But on the other side of this "no" he also says "yes".
We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life. (Rom 6:4)
We die with Christ that we might live. Through union with Christ, God reckons life unto us.
And our lives are transformed such that we now live through him unto God.
In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. (Rom 6:11)
Following our death (spiritually now, physically later), God preserves our lives. God preserves our lives for his name's sake (i.e. God, the Father) through/in his name's sake (i.e. God the Son, Christ Jesus).
Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness. (Rom 6:12-13)